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if you ignore me, I will ignore you. If you don't start the conversation, we won't talk. If you don't put in the effort why should I?

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your forever is a lie

copy paste at ze someone blog. like seriously this is racist. get a life

Warga Semenanjung MALAYSIA adalah Warga Asing?

Entry aku kali ni adalah atas daripada permintaan beberapa member aku. Dengan semangatnya aku nak mengupas isi-isi ketidakpuashatian aku dan para penduduk semenanjung selama ini. Firstly, mintak maaf banyak2 lah kpd sesiapa yang bakal terasa dan makan dalam membaca entry aku ni. Kesabaran aku pun ada limit jugak. Aku bukan bidadari yang jatuh bergolek dr langit yang dapat bersabar tahap karma dewa.

Mula-mula datang Sarawak dulu nak daftar UNIMAS bukan main eksaited lagi. Dah duduk kat sini sebulan baru mengegeh menyirap-nyirap nak balik Semenanjung. KENAPA ? Bukan sebab homesick, bukan sebab tak sanggup membina pengalaman di negeri lain, TAPI SEBAB TAK TAHAN DILAYAN SEPERTI WARGA ASING DI NEGARA SENDIRI. Yaaa, di negara sendiri ! Di Malaysia ! Aku duduk kat Malaysia tapi rasa seperti di Indonesia ! Aku sorg je ke yang merasa mcm ni ? Aku sorg je ke yg dilayan mcm ni ? TAK ! Aku bet lah, semuaaaaa penduduk Semenanjung tak puas hati. Tapi meraka semua ni tak berani nak menyuarakan pendapat. Diam macam tunggul. Nak org lain yang start bersuara dulu. Tapi untuk mereka yang berani menyuarakan hal ni, BRAVO !

Pelajar Semenanjung Ditahan Pihak Polis

Ada satu geng budak2 Semenanjung batch aku baru-baru ni keluar pergi outing. Sewa kereta. Pergi mana pun aku taktau lah. Diorg nak balik U tapi entah macam mana tersesat sampai Sarikei. And then polis tahan diorg mintak nak tengok passport. Yang diorg ni pun selenga tak bawak passport sebab diorg 'ingat' yg diorg ni 'masih di Malaysia'. So, nak taknak kena tahan duduk kat balai satu hari. Besoknya baru boleh balik. Merayu macam mana pun tak makan jugak. Nangis macam mana pun tak makan jugak. Haaa duduk lah kat balai tu, bayar lah duit sewa kereta sampai beratus gara-gara sewa LAMA SANGAT. Tak pepasal.

Pengajaran kepada pelajar2 semenanjung, kalau nak pergi memana tu sentiasa lah bawak passport DPT biru korg tu. Even nak pergi tandas kat fakulti pun bawak je lah. Kang nanti kena tahan dengan makcik cleaner tak pepasal je kena stay kat balai tandas satu hari kang. Harus ingat yang kita ni bukan di semenanjung yang TIDAK MENGGUNAKAN PASSPORT :)

Kena Tendang Kolej


Haa ini lagi satu masalah kpd pelajar semenanjung kalau kena tendang kolej. Aku heran betul lah, kenapa UNIMAS ni amek student intake ramai sangat ? Ramai sampai tak dapat nak menampung pelajar. Kolej kediaman tak banyak mana. Ada hanya 8 kolej, tapi student macam berjuta. Lepas tu tendang student duduk luar. Kalau pelajar yang memang berasal dari Sarawak takpa lah jugak, ini student yang kalau dari semenanjung ? Faham tak susah nak cari tempat tinggal ? Universiti kat Sarawak ni bukan satu je, UITM pun ada. Sebelah2 je pulak tu. Nak cari rumah sewa yg dekat U kan dah susah. Itu belum fikir dengan transport nya lagi. Semua pakai duit bhai. Jangan ingat semua budak2 semenanjung ni jutawan.

Dah la penduduk semenanjung tak boleh beli rumah kat sini. TAK BOLEH. Faham tak TAK BOLEH ? Haaa tak bolehhh. Aku taktau lah apa punya deal zaman sejarah dolu-dolu antara semenanjung dgn sabah sarawak. Belajar sejarah tak pandai en.

Untuk nak kekal duduk kat kolej, kau kena kumpul merit BANYAK-BANYAK. Paling minimum adalah 15 mata merit tapi kalau dah semua student dapat 15 mata merit kau ingat kau dapat ke duduk kat kolej ? Itu baru cakap minimum. Kalau dah semua kumpul mata merit sampai berjuta pun tak dapat. Diorg amek student yg berbillion mata merit lah. Last2 belajar pun bongok tak sempat study asyik dok kumpul mata merit punya pasal pun tarak guna jugak.

Patutnya kalau dah amek student intake dari semenanjung yg BUKAN MAIN BANYAK tu, korg bagi lah prioriti kepada student semananjung dulu. Korg dah amek student dari semenanjung bawak dtg sini, pastu campak luar biar merempat. Dah lah hukum agama kat sini tak ketat sangat. Laki pompuan pun boleh duduk satu rumah sekali. Memang rosaklah bebudak. Bak kata omputih, CULTURE SHOCK. Semua bebas. Kalau kat Selangor tu memang dah kena tangkap dgn JAIS dah. Bayangkan satu rumah ada 9 lelaki 1 perempuan, kena tangkap dengan JAIS, memang laki2 tu bermadu lah sampai 9. Hahaha !

Semenanjung itu Malaysia. Harap maklum.

Semalam time mentor mentee ada lah member aku ni ber-story menyuarakan pendapat dan ketidakpuashatian cara dan sistem yang dijalankan di Universiti ni. Bla bla bla semuaaa dia dah cakap, lepas tu si abg senior MPP ni tanya kat member aku tu, "Kamu orang mana?". Then member aku jawab, "Orang Selangor". Pastu abg tu balas, "Ouhh patutlah".

Apa? Apa ? Apaaaa ?! Patutlah apa ? Hahh ?!!

Cuba kalau kau datang semenanjung tengok, korg dilayan seperti apa ? Kena pakai passport ke ? Tak boleh beli rumah kat semenanjung ke ? Ada dilayan mcm warga Indon ke ? Dah la tanah kat semenanjung tu lagi kecik dari sabah sarawak. Korang datang sana beramai-ramai tarak hal lah. Nak stay sana pun tarak hal lah. Takdanya korg kena tangkap polis tahan kat balai spt warga asing.

Lepas tu abg senior tu cakap suruh kitorg stay sini dulu, rasa dulu mcm mana. Baru first year taktau apa2 lagi. Der machikeni, kitorg dah stay sini sebulan pun dah cukup lah, dah tau dah rasa mcm mana. Takpayah nak tunggu sampai setahun. Kalau budak 2nd year, 3rd year pun tak tahan, ini kan lagi kitorg yg 1st year kena habiskan sampai 4 tahun. Tak sanggup bhrai..

Aku mintak lah sesangat kat pihak Timur Malaysia, pihak Universiti, pihak Kerajaan Malaysia supaya ambil tindakan. Jangan abaikan student semenanjung. Jangan layan kami spt warga asing. Kalau tidak, jangan hantar kami belajar di sini. Punya lah berlonggok Universiti kat semenanjung tu, kenapa kat sini jugak aku kena campak ? Pointer aku not bad what time matriks. Ada UPU pun tak boleh pakai. Main sesuka hati je campak2 orang sana sini.

P/S : Aku mintak maaf banyak2 sebab terpaksa luahkan jugak hal ini :)

 
Hello just copy-ing from others blog.. 
and now i tell you how to live in Sarawak. 

there are few things you should bear in mind.

1. penduduk semnanjung boleh beli rumah dekat Malaysia. Undang-undang mana cakap tak boleh? siapa cakap tak boleh? My neighbours is semananjung-ians. Hello?

2. hello kalau tak tahu jalan bawakla sarawak-ians teman weh. come on serikei is 6 hours from kuching. you got to be kidding me kan. maybe this girl talking about serikin. no wonder la.

3. I have hundreds of friend studied, studying in UNIMAS and TAK PERNAH dorang merungut apa-apa sebab dorang tau macamana nak bersyukur even yang non-muslim.

-I understand that this is not an issue about Sarawak vs Semenanjung
-learn about the history of the formation of Malaysia. i.e. Sarawak, Sabah and Singapore formed Malaysia together with Tanah Melayu. They did not masuk Malaysia
-You feel like a second class Malaysian in Sarawak. Think about other second class Malaysians in Malaysia itself. i.e. Second class bumiputeras, non-bumiputeras, poor Bumiputeras/Malays
-Adapt. In life, you don't always get what you want. There are many other factors playing tarik tali that results in the current situation.



OKay I'm a Sarawakian but I won't let you understand me with your BM language.

First, why the fuck on earth u want to buy a house, when you said you can't afford it? Listen up bitch, if you can't afford a shit, don't even come to Sarawak lah. GO back to your hometown

Next up... don't blame us u poor slut. It's an agreement ages ago that ur bloody motherfucking grandfather has signed so that we can merge with S'jung to form Malaysia. D' you understand that hooker? We didn't simply create it to put you in trouble.

Last but not least... you said that we're not pious - can stay mix with girls and boys. Oooo... so religious lah you? Where's ur tudung? Why must 99.99% cases of buang bayi in Malaysia come from Malaya?

Well, not that I want to add fuel to the fire but since you've shared your experiences of a West Malaysian being in Sarawak, let me share mine, being a Sarawakian studying in Selangor.

First of all, when the Semenanjung people look at my face, they would automatically call me an Indonesian. with my accent, when I told them that I am from Sarawak, they will look down on me. They'll ask,'Do you people still live on trees?' Honestly, don't they know how hurtful it is? Usually I would reply back, go google what's sarawak look alike. I live in the big house.

By the way, I was also stopped by the police several times to have my identity checked. Once,when they saw my IC, they ask, 'what are you doing here?

Many of my Sarawakian friends were also kicked out of their respective residential colleges. But they don't complain because they know its their own doing for not being active in college matters.

So you've been in my beloved homeland for like, what, a month plus now? And you can't stand it? Imagine how I feel, being in this place where I am treated like a foreigner for 3 fucking years and I have to endure it for another year more.

Anyway, if you can't stand being in Sarawak any longer, then you could just drop out and enroll in private college in Semenanjung then. God knows, there are a lot of them here. I'm sure there are places for you. But more expensive lar. Some deserving people need that spot in UNIMAS more than you do by the looks of it.

p/s: masuk tempat orang bawak otak eh

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I used to be the girl who wasn’t the luckiest when it comes to relationships, most of them left me, replaced me for someone else, set me aside to fulfill their own fantasies. I used to be the one who would cry over some guy who didn’t even value every tear that fell from my eyes. I used to be the most hopeless romantic one who always end up getting her heart broken over and over again. those were the days. But everything is different now. I finally ran out of reasons to cry those tears of sorrow and pain. I finally ran out of reasons to be depressed. i finally stopped thinking that i was worthless. every painful words that were uttered to me magically healed within my soul when YOU happened.


There are people who tried to drag us down but we still hold on to each other knowing that we can survive and hold this relationship longer or forever, i may not have the best attitude at all times but this is not mean that i don’t care about you. but i do not have any regret in life knowing you as my whole world.

So, I cant believe it happened so fast. Honestly I’m still scared of what you could do to me. You got me so attached and loving you so much that I think if you let me go I would take it as easy. Thanks for protecting me from my worries and my fears. Thanks for making me smile and caring for me, I know I’m so annoying to you but you always seem to put up with it, I'm scared that I might just push your button a little too hard and you stop putting up with me and let me go. That's probably what I’m worried about most cause I know I always push it. I want you to know that no matter what I’ll always be here for you and to care for you, If you have any problems I promise you that you wont have to face it alone cause I know I’m here for you and your friends are too! I hope that you always keep smiling, mostly cause you know I LOVE it when you smile. Please never give up on me cause I promise you I will never.

Happy 10th monthsary b!

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b

I'm tired of people telling me they care when they truly don't. I'm tired of missing things that i know will never happen again. I'm tired of being hurt over and over again, by the same people. I'm tired of pretending I'm okay and being strong because in the end I've realized its only hurt me more by holding back all of the pain within me. I'm simply, tired