D

I used to be the girl who wasn’t the luckiest when it comes to relationships, most of them left me, replaced me for someone else, set me aside to fulfill their own fantasies. I used to be the one who would cry over some guy who didn’t even value every tear that fell from my eyes. I used to be the most hopeless romantic one who always end up getting her heart broken over and over again. those were the days. But everything is different now. I finally ran out of reasons to cry those tears of sorrow and pain. I finally ran out of reasons to be depressed. i finally stopped thinking that i was worthless. every painful words that were uttered to me magically healed within my soul when YOU happened.


There are people who tried to drag us down but we still hold on to each other knowing that we can survive and hold this relationship longer or forever, i may not have the best attitude at all times but this is not mean that i don’t care about you. but i do not have any regret in life knowing you as my whole world.

So, I cant believe it happened so fast. Honestly I’m still scared of what you could do to me. You got me so attached and loving you so much that I think if you let me go I would take it as easy. Thanks for protecting me from my worries and my fears. Thanks for making me smile and caring for me, I know I’m so annoying to you but you always seem to put up with it, I'm scared that I might just push your button a little too hard and you stop putting up with me and let me go. That's probably what I’m worried about most cause I know I always push it. I want you to know that no matter what I’ll always be here for you and to care for you, If you have any problems I promise you that you wont have to face it alone cause I know I’m here for you and your friends are too! I hope that you always keep smiling, mostly cause you know I LOVE it when you smile. Please never give up on me cause I promise you I will never.

Happy 10th monthsary b!